The Edward-Jesus Revelation

This is a good one, I promise, hang in here with me...

Some of you may know that I am a bit stagnant in my dating life (compared to my counterparts). This is mostly by choice. I really dont see how, at this stage in time, I would be able to devote what is needed to a new relationship with my work/school schedule. I am also comfortable & secure in the knowledge that my life is written & God knows whats what. If He intends for me to meet someone than He will have it happen exactly when it is mean to & not a moment sooner ( I am also secure in the knowledge that I might not have someone for me, not everyone gets married & I am okay with that)...but does all of this mean I dont want it? We all know better than that. I am only human after all.

So I find myself in bed one night, brainwheels ticking away, perhaps I was mopping. It wouldnt be surprising if it was an evening I had either just finished reading or watching Twilight (because that happens ever so often in my house) & I was thinking about Edward & Jacob & their devotion to Bella. How Edward would die for Bella.

She has two guys who would do anything for her, that love her. How do some girls get two guys to want them & other girls cant even get one guy to want them? Yes, I am fully aware that the Edward-Bella-Jacob Love Triangle is fictional & that most men in the real world can't stand "Bella".

Edward waited almost 100 years for Bella. He would die for her. I know there is a lot of hate talk out there about Bella & Edward's "co-dependent" relationship...frankly, phooey to that. Once again, its fiction people & you get out of it what you choose to.

I want a guy who would die for me...BAM...

I already have a guy who died for me.

So you see, Twilight sceptics, if God could bring such a revelation to me through these fictional characters (albeit its a truth I already knew, but it has made me since stifle anymore of the why not me nonsense jabber) than are my beloved vampires & werewolves really that bad? Ive said it & Ill say it again, its all about what you get out of something.