You know, people are always telling you to not plan your life too much because when push comes to shove it really is God's plan, His perfect design for our lives that is played out. Not that He is an evil God but I can kind of picture, if He wanted to, God laughing at our plans because He knows so much more than us.
I believe all this, truly I do. I know that my life story is already written & while I have a very important & proactive role in my life it really isnt up to me.
All this being said, when a...mmm...lets call it a medium size passenger sedan, comes along & knocks you out of the path that you had been traveling on, what do you do next? Lets keep in mind, of course, that because we are human we were not just traveling but also semi-planning the future based on this pathway.
The point of this post is this & because it will be written here I can look back to this in years time when I am where I am going.
My plans are an ever-changing thing
I know God is working my life out & I do need to trust Him
This is just life circumstances, not the end of life (which wouldnt be bad in any case, going to see Jesus & all)...days keep changing & life keeps going. It could be a lot worse, it has been a lot worse. I need to try to find good sides to this new situation that I can embrace.
Its a pretty good thing no more than 5 people read my blog regularly, seeing as how this isnt very amusing or uplifting. Its just real. I dont like the idea of posting stuff from a mood where I am now because it reads like this. But its life & life isnt always funny lines & cute pictures of kids. Life is hard & sometimes it kind of sucks. Im going to try to stop crying for myself now & move on to moving on. I always tell the kids to "put on their big kid pants & deal with things"...so I suppose I should take my own advice.
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